I live with
the fact that every day, I will be subject to bigotry and discrimination, because I am overweight.
I recognize
"the look", and know immediately that I will not be taken seriously.
And I was
always afraid to publicly speak up about it, because I figured that people
would tell me I "brought it on myself" and I "deserved" it.
No one
deserves to be bullied, for any reason.
Whether you think a person's weight is a "choice" or not, the debate will go
on forever. But there will NEVER be any
question, that being a jerk is a choice.
At my
husband's former job, his regional manager had never met me, and knew NOTHING about
me.
He saw me through his office window,
and proceeded to laugh and make derogatory comments.
He asked my husband "How can you stand
to be married to a fat pig woman?"
He eventually fired him, and cited that as one of the reasons.
We had no
recourse whatsoever. There is no law prohibiting employment discrimination based on weight. Had he made a racial slur, for example, we could have taken legal action.
What a shame,
that this man has two children, who are being taught that this behavior is
appropriate and acceptable. And what an
even bigger shame that he professes to be a "christian."
I'm all too
aware of the severe health risks associated with being overweight. I'm not at all offended when a doctor tells
me about it, because he is a doctor, and that is his job.
Just for the
record, a few days ago I finally started taking steps to take care of it, on my
own-- But, I'm being fairly quiet about it, because this is for ME, and not for
anyone else.
I am absolutely not doing this to become more "acceptable" to those have already rejected me.
I don't want them around me even after I have lost some weight, because they've already shown me what kind of people they are.
I do NOT owe anybody an apology, or an
explanation, for my weight. Especially
not to anybody who demands one.
I don't mind
when someone is genuinely concerned and wants to offer support to me. But more often than not, that isn't the case
at all.
There are appropriate things to
say to me, but most have taken it upon themselves to say things to me that are
NOT appropriate.
So perhaps
you have a friend or family member that you're concerned about, and you really
do want to know how to help them. The
purpose of this writing is for those people, who are actually teachable.
The weightist
bigots, obviously, will not be.
And just so
we're clear, as soon as I figure out that a person is so shallow, to tie the
worth of a person directly to a number on a scale... my relationship with that person is
done.
So, I'll
start with what you CAN say to me, provided that I KNOW you, and you genuinely
want to offer support:
1. You know, I found this recipe the other day
for grilled fish with fresh herbs, and it was wonderful. Here's the recipe. I think you'll like it.
2. Have you ever tried swimming? It's great because it works out your whole
body and it doesn't wear you out or hurt your joints. I think you'll enjoy it.
3. Did you know that massage therapy can help
you? That alone won't help you lose, but
it will make you feel better and you'll be more likely to exercise.
4. Have you ever tried walnuts and sliced peaches? It's a great snack, I think you'll like it.
5. I know the first time you exercise is the
hardest, because you're so tired. But I
promise, once you start, you won't be so tired anymore, and you won't be so
stiff, and you'll sleep better.
6. I found that playing the wii is a lot of fun,
and makes the time go by a lot faster than walking on a treadmill-- I know
that's a bore.
It's a short
list; sadly, the supportive comments are much fewer and farther between.
There
are also many comments that are NOT appropriate.
Many people think that comments such as this will "motivate" the person to lose weight by shaming them. It does NOT work-- and that's not their real motive anyway.
These comments are NOT a product of genuine
concern, but of hateful intolerance:
1. YOU haven't had BREAKFAST? (in a catty, condescending tone)
First of all,
I know you would never ask that question to someone of a normal weight.
Second of all, it is NONE of your business what time of the day I eat breakfast.
2. YOU already HAD breakfast! (in a disgusted tone)
OK, since
what I eat and when is obviously very important to you, I'll bother to educate
you:
I cannot eat a lot of food in one
sitting. So, instead of three regular
sized meals a day, I break up my meals into several small ones, about every
three hours. That's what I do; That is
what works for me.
So, yes, I
did have a small bowl of cheerios three hours ago, and yes, now I'm having a
half of a breakfast burrito.
My eating
schedule is not dictated by you, and neither is anybody else's. Get over it.
3. In a big hurry to get something to eat, huh?
Yes, as a
matter of fact; I am on my way to WORK.
I will be driving an hour, to work a 16 hour shift. When was the last time YOU did that on a
Saturday?
4. You know, you COULD DO SOMETHING about it.
First of all, how do you know I'm not? You assumed.
Second of all, you COULD DO SOMETHING about being a shallow, bigoted jerk.
The rest
don't even deserve a response:
5. There is NO WAY YOU could possibly be hungry.
6. YOU could go a WHOLE YEAR without food and be
just fine.
7. Are you ready to eat? I bet YOU ARE!
8. Hey, you didn't take ALL the donuts, did
you?
(Spoken to me by a man about 3 times my size).
9. Not that you're THAT LITTLE! (ha, ha)
10. I don't want my tax dollars paying for your
(fill in the blank) !!
Several people have told me this; one was a 15 year old, because "his tax dollars pay for it, it IS his business!" Everyone knows how many thousands of dollars 15 year olds pay in taxes every year.
11. Why don't you (fill in the blank) ??
Why don't YOU (fill in the blank)??
12. You can't eat that! That has FAT in it! or, That has SUGAR in it!
what doesn't?
13. I would kill myself if I looked like
you!
Oh
really? Do us all a favor.
14. You know, if you REALLY want to kill yourself
(by being fat), I have a gun you can use... save yourself the trouble.
15. Food is REALLY important to you, isn't
it? I can tell!
16. Wow, you really can EAT!
(Spoken as I was eating GRILLED FISH,
of all things-- after I had been sick for two days!)
17. Jesus was very bony and he didn't eat
much. You'll never be a REAL christian
until you can go without food for a long time, like Jesus did.
(No, I'm not
making that up. Someone claimed it was a "word from God for me.")
18. Your therapist must not be doing her job,
because you still have a weight problem.
If I was your therapist, I'd be focusing on that!
19. I'm going to leave my McDonald's bag out and see if you dig in it!
(Spoken by a woman twice my size).
20. You look like a (fill in the blank).
As a general
rule, if you wouldn't say it to someone of a normal weight, you shouldn't say
it to someone who is overweight.
And I realize
I'm preaching to the choir; The people who really need to be told this, will
never learn.
I guess I'm
just hoping that I will help someone out, who honestly doesn't know what they
should and should not say.